Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 8:44 PM
Sleep has been unavoidable these past few days.
I never thought I'd be saying this, but I haven't been deprived the past week.
It's not like I haven't tried staying up late and planning all-nighters.
Yet somehow, I always end up in the same spot - opening my eyes to realize that daylight has struck again, and the hours have passed.
I haven't been able to make it past 1am all week. Always dozing off before that, or head ends up on the textbook again.
Maybe my body has finally caught up with what's right. The internal clock has shifted again, this time, matching with daylight and darkness. I don't know. Not used to it, but maybe I should adjust to it rather than revert to my old ways.
School's been hectic from the return of Spring Break. I'm almost done with all the make-up work and tests, so it should all be over with soon. It's probably too early to start looking forward towards Summer Break. Not yet, it's better to live in a present state-of-mind.
-S.
Stuck.
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 1:39 AM
The older I get, the more I realize that time passes by faster than anyone would have expected. Lately I've been stuck. I'm not sure I want to move forward. The future scares me. I have my whole life planned ahead of me. But what if I don't get to where I want to be? What if? That question seems to be stuck in the back of my mind. It never leaves. A momentary glimpse into the past reminds me of the good ol' days. The days when nothing mattered. Now everything is crashing down and reality is kicking in. It's time for me to move on and leave the past behind. The future is chilling, but it can't be avoided. I'm ready.
-A.
Home.
@ 1:24 AM
Ahh, Spring Break.
Now that I'm back from DisneyWorld, I can't seem to forget about how much work I have yet to get done. Can't seem to actually relax and enjoy whatever's left of the ''break'' I have. Things have been piling up in my mind, after locking the thoughts up for a good 6 days. It was worth it though.
Been feeling overwhelmed by the subconscious stress creeping on me, yet I don't seem to be affected by it enough to actually do something about it. I really need to start on things that should be done. Don't think I can genuinely be happy with weight on my shoulders.
Oh, and I'm trying to change my sleeping habits. Sleep is good for you. Alright.
Time to visit my neglected lover. G'night.
-S.
Sexy.
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 2:20 AM
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